Thursday, July 28, 2011

Life

Life is crazy. Over the past week I have I have really been thinking about all sorts of things.

  1. God truly an awesome God and he watches over his followers. His hands are strong and his angels really do guard us.
  2. Life can change or be taken at any moment. Don’t take it for granted.
  3. As people we let dumb emotions get in the way of letting us live.
  4. I can’t regret anything… but it is hard to really think that. 
  5. I know what I want and I can’t wait to get it.


I think since about 2 years ago I haven’t been living life the way I used to. I used to be happy all the time. I didn’t really care about what people thought. I was loud and fun. But now I am so self conscious. I am afraid to do what will make me happy because I am scared of what people will think or do. But I can’t and won’t live like that anymore.

God has the perfect plan for me. The only thing getting in my way is… me…

I let something go recently because I wasn’t sure about the situation. I wanted to let it happen. But I was scared of what people would think. I let me talk myself out of something that could have been great. I don’t really regret it because I know that it will all work out in God’s time.  But I know I made a mistake and I have been thinking about it ever since.

I know that you can’t go back. And I don’t want to. But I do want to move forward. No matter what forward is.

It is kind of amazing to me what can happen when you are put in a crazy life changing situation.